Frustrated

Grrrr! I can't believe I haven't been able to get on the computer and I am feeling overwhelmed by how much I need to do at home, how tired I am, and my husband's to do list.  I am trying to prioritize in my head buta t this time of night (9:20 pm) I can not focus.  This is all because I got home late tonight. So I should be able to think (this out of control feeling is because you got home late...) but I can't.  As a matter of fact I could fall asleep right now.

Do I just have a weird OCD thing about control and how the state of my home definitely affects my perception of how in control O am of everything that goes on around me? who knows.

My week of highs, with my kids and lows with my husband's mediocre performance after 6 months of reborn again celibacy, have me feeling all worn out.

ugh.

At least tomorrow is Thursday and the worst day of the week regarding carpooling, wk and soccer practice. But my weekend is already planned. I hope I am not giving anyone anxiety but reading about mine!

later...Beme